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sounding .. in my crazy mind

just another songs in my crazy mind

the drapery falls [live at shepherd's bush empire]

i’m counting nocturnal hours
drowned visions in haunted sleep
faint flickering of your power
leaks out to show what you keep

in my time of need

at times, the dark’s fading slowly, but it never sustains
would someone watch over me, in my time of need
somewhere is miles and miles away, and no one would ask me to stay

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Hitched a ride to the peaceful side of town
Then proceeded where thieves were no longer found
Can’t crash now I’ve been waiting for this
Won’t crash now I found some encouragement

yes indeed
i find my encouragement now
which i didn’t found in you

Precious declaration reads
Yours is yours and mine you leave alone now
Precious declaration says
I believe all hope is dead no longer

so leave now
like once you did long time ago
you are no longer needed

New meanings to the words I feed upon
Wake within my veins elements of freedom
Can’t break now I’ve been living for this
Won’t break now I’m cleansed with hopefulness

i am cleansed now
filled with new hopes now
the hopes that you will never can fulfilled

Precious declaration says
Yours is yours and mine you leave alone now
Precious declaration says
I believe all hope is dead no longer

consider this as my precious declaration
mine is mine .. so leave me alone
and i don’t care what’s yours

Once I jumped thru hoops of fire
High and far as you required
I was blind but now I see
Salvation has discovered me

the true salvation now discovered me
no need to jump any hoops of fire
i’m truly see through his eyes .. n now i do believe

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there’s a story in ur eyes
i can see the hurt behind ur smile
for every sign i recognize
another one escapes me

let me know what plagues ur mind
let me be the one to know u best
be the one to hold u up
when u feel like u’re sinking

tell me once again
what’s beneath the pain u’re feeling
don’t abandon me
or think u can’t be saved

i walk beside u
wherever u are
whatever it takes
no matter how far

through all that may come
n all that may go
i walk beside u
i walk beside u

summon up ur ghosts for me
rest ur tired thoughts upon my hands
step inside this sacred place
when all ur dreams seem broken

resonate inside this temple
let me be the one who understands
be the one to carry u
when u can walk no further

tell me once again
what’s below the surface bleeding
if u’ve lost ur way
i will take u in

i walk beside u
wherever u are
whatever it takes
no matter how far

through all that may come
n all that may go
i walk beside u
i walk beside u

oh when everything is wrong
oh when hopelessness surrounds u
oh the sun will rise again
the tide u swim against will carry u back home
so don’t give up
don’t give in

i walk beside u
wherever u are
whatever it takes
no matter how far

through all that may come
n all that may go
i walk beside u
i walk beside u

exactly what i learned from the manual .. n the manual is u … .. .

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arch enemy

arch enemy

we walk this earth
with fire in our hands
eye for an eye
we are nemesis

we are with you
countless vicious souls
fight, fighting for freedom
united, we stand
we stand

we are a legion
voice of anarchy
this is revolution
creating new disorder

we are enemy
divided of the system
crushing hypocrisy
slaying the philistine

one for all - all for one
we are strong
we are one
nemesis

one for all - all for one
we are one
nemesis

a malicious fever burns
in our heart, in our veins
your blood, my blood
all blood runs the same

one for all - all for one
we are strong
we are one

one for all - all for one
we are one
nemesis

nemesis

nemesis

march we all for the spirit of divine retribution
march we all to be the worst enemy of the system
march we all to punish in justice the excessive pride
march we all under the wings of nemesis

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Truly a master piece of work by Arjen Anthony Lucassen, the leader of AYREON. Still continuing with their basic concept, which is the science fiction story wrapped in music, this album came in 2 CDs.

The special thing of this album is AYREON gathered the most well-known vocalist in the progressive rock and progressive metal industry, such as;
- Bob Catley (Magnum)
- Ty Tabor (King X)
- Simone Simons (Epica)
- Hansi Kursch (Blind Guardian)
- Floor Jansen (After Forever)
- Jonas Renkse (Katatonia)
- Anneke Van Giersbergen (The Gathering)
- Tom S. Englund (Evergrey)


And as their other album, this album also came up like a big project of AYREON. In this album they also collaborate with 3 great keyboardists;
- Derek Sherinian (ex Dream Theater -Planet X)
- Joost Van Den Broek (After Forever)
- Tomas Bodin (Flower Kings)


Listening to this album (and all other album of AYREON) is like I’m watching a big screen in the back of my mind, watching each song flows one to after another and pictured them as scenes of a big scientific movie made by Stephen Spielberg. It’s truly an adventure.


One song that caught my naughty attention is the 6th song of the CD 1, Web Of Lies. It’s telling the story of lies on the net. Lies in the love story on the internet … lol. It has a simple lyric, but contained with a really deep meaning behind it (at least for me) :-D .


But for me the best songs of this album are, Age of Shadows; which is so epic. And ended with The Sixth Extinction (especially 2085 — part 6 of the song).
I feel like I’m about to cry only by listening to these songs. Imagining how the human race is near to the end of the earth. And it will end only because of our faults.
The never ending wars that we created against each other.
The pollutions we produced all these times.
The over-exploitations of earthly resources.
And so on .. and so on .. and never end.

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This is the song that jumping in my head now, PANTERA - Slaughtered (Far Beyond Driven - 1994) [check out the song on song mix-list in my profile page .. and below is the lyric .. and read what's in my crazy mind].

one’s own kingman,
christ person, woman god
at battle with a mass astringent
the bond that blends the weak to the wise

it’s a safe assumption
that you’d want to save me now
but i’ll never face castration
for your sacred sow is left

brainwashed by me
myself influence i
bird brained
world saver
a fake god rests dead inside you

it’s a safe assumption
that you’d want to save me now
but i’ll never face castration
for your sacred sow is left

slaughtered

system destroyed, exposed and unployed
the fruit of intention
cry for their dead, but turning their head
to ignore reality’s claw
knife to your wrist, syringe in your arm
is your ounce of prevention
give what you made,
and under your name on your grave, is salvation

a big fucking joke

slaughter the pig, the self righteous king
for your own restoration
god is in your chest and faith kills what is precious,
for death is unanswered

slaughtered

do sin .. do sin .. do sin .. do sin

It’s popping out when i saw the news on TV, about the man slaughterer trio (amrozi, imam samudera, and mukhlas), the Bali bombers. I don’t know how to feel exactly.

They are slaughterers; they’ve killed so many, even too many innocent peoples. They did it only to make their statement clear. Clear enough for the world to understand, that they’re against things –- for what they believed — that Islam (or Moslem) are in thread.

Honestly, I don’t care about what they have in mind. I don’t care about what they think is right; right for them or right for others. I also don’t care about what they’ve struggled for, whether it’s their rights or the rights of other Moslems.

What I do care is, they have no such a right in their single vein to slaughter others only to make their points. The points that they believed coming from the GOD himself, which that’s not true at all. If so there is GOD — I believe that there is ONE –- I believe that HE won’t be happy and satisfy to know that some human whom HE has created use HIS NAME to slaughter other human that HE had created with HIS LOVE.
And what I do care is, they’re just human like all the people they’ve slaughtered, so they don’t have any rights to judged and put those peoples on death sentence, as what they’re supposed to have now — but this is too I don’t really care about.

For some people, they ought to have the death sentence. Others think that slaughtering them make us no different human then they are.

For me … .. .
Killing them only going to make the peoples whose in lost satisfy. But will these peoples in lost be thrill until they’re time to die is come? Will they be happy to see other people slaughtered –- even though this trio are slaughterers?
And for me, to slaughter them will only trigger other stupid brainwashed revolutionist to rebel more in marking their stupid points, a lot more brutally then ever. So, will this make us happier? Will this make us satisfied?

They’ve slaughtered others to be satisfied.
They’ve slaughtered others to make their points.
Then …
We slaughter them to make us satisfied.
And we slaughtered them to make our points.
Then …
There’ll be another stupid brainwashed rebellions try to do things to be satisfied.
There’ll be another stupid brainwashed rebellions try to do things just to make their new points.
Then …
Are we going to slaughter the new ones as well?
Just as what we have done to the trio.
And it’s just to make our points.

Will this thing going to end some day?
Or this is just going to continue on and on and on and never stop.
No period.
No cease point or what so ever.

Then … we all be …

. .. … slaughtered … do sin .. do sin .. do sin .. do sin … .. .

And this is just … and we all just (excuse my language) …

. .. … a big f****ing joke … .. .

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life is often miserable
in the search for happiness
the power’s so desirable
they bring so much distress

life is often pitiful
in the search for blessedness
if we weren’t so insatiable
there would be much more than less

life is often cynical
in the search for hopefulness
we’re only wanting more and more
so we got into this mess

all that you’ve taken from others
will be taken from you
all that your dissonance smothers
will then come back to you
whatever happens tomorrow, and whatever you do
just keep in mind that the source and end is you

this fantasy is not enough for me
i want it .. i’ll take it .. away from you
your misery that softly incites me
all i do .. is using .. abusing you

just some parts of a song by EPICA – Another Me (In Lack’ech)
truly an impression of what human being are

always wanting more than what we need
always in search of things we’re not really desire

and the worst thing is
pushed by all these needs and desires
human forgot about the good ways to pursuit them

only for our happiness we forgot other people happiness that we stepped on
for the sake of our blessedness we forgot to bless others
and because of our hopefulness we forgot other people hopes

just an expression of another me
or just …
another you
think about it … .. .

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or should i say .. state of mine
in a state of being someone name grace .. cause i am grace

but unfortunately .. i am not as grace as my name
i am more like “grace the disgrace of grace” … .. .

but anyhow .. if anybody listen to this song “State of Grace — Liquid Tension Experiment (1998)”

the thing that we might get is a relief of pain and suffering
and some promising futures ahead … .. .

and another thing is
we might see that life is beautiful after all
so .. just greet the future with a smile
n leave the past with wisdom and knowledge … .. .

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