glowin69low

For quite a long time, I’ve been avoiding my heart. I tend to believe that heart only brought me to pain. What ever the path I choose it’ll end up hurting me. Trusting my heart only made me blinded by feelings, and forgets about all the facts and realities.

So I choose to believe only to my brain. And let my brain do all the works. Do all the calculations of the steps I need to take. Prepare all the preventions for all obstacles that may come. Learn about all facts that will help me get though the journey.

And I made the right choice. My brain really helped me get through the journey. I enjoyed letting myself companied by my brain. Me .. myself .. and my brain.

But somehow, yet it still didn’t bring me certain satisfaction – the human part of me speaking; as satisfaction is what all human searching for in life. Another reality revealed in front of me. I felt lonely. Not just my heart telling me that. But my brain tuned on the same tune. This is hurting. Hurting myself .. hurting my brain .. and deeply hurting my heart. Reality do bites :-/.

Then I started to share my self to my heart. My brain tried hard to tell me not to. But still, it is me that had to make the choice. Not my brain, nor my heart. Even though they both still continued their fights, I made my choice. I made up my mind. The mind that fills with thoughts of my brain, and the feelings of my heart.

So I continue the journey of my life. Me .. myself .. and my mind.

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