First things first, this is just a post to mention about what is the meaning behind the new name I use now, about why I choose the name, and about what are my plans on using this name for. And last but not least, about how I want the public to understand the things behind the name.
So, here goes … .. .
‘glowin69low’ just as it is, it’s about the glow of a glowing thing. Which everybody already knows that everything that’s glowing must have something to do with glow. I’ve been in a state of up and down in my whole life, as everybody else does too. All the ups usually have some part of glowing in the process. And all the downs will sometime have the un-glowing situations, or even dark to darkness conditions. But in my case, I’ve almost feel the darkness more than the glowing. And yet somehow, I still find the glow at the end of the narrowing dark alleys of my life. Just like what I had this pass few weeks. Now I can consider my self as in the state of glowing.
From all the darkness I’ve been through, I found many things that made me as strong as I am now; though sometimes I feel like I’m just too weak to face the reality. Because as the old saying says: reality bites. And it does bite; it even leaves wounds and bruises here and there. So, from those wounds and bruises I learned how to live the life in the dark, and gain lots of important things about how to conquer all obstacles and reached the glow at the end of each dark alley of my life.
And from the glowin69low of each dark alley I learn that life isn’t as hard as it seems. There are always hopes in waits of all long or short journeys we pass in life. And the glowin69low will always restore all the lose we feel we lost along the way or each journey. And of course, the same glowin69low will heal all the wounds and bruises from the bites of realities.
And this glowin69low name will be use as a reminder for me to let the glow glowing as it has to be through all the darkness within me and around me. And also to remind me about being a glowin69low to anybody that feels like they are living in a dark life. And last but not least, again … .. . this glowin69low name I dedicate to a person whose been a bright glowin69low at the end of my darkest alley.
Hope, things will work out just fine with me on my next steps of life, with my glowin69low on my side, until the final dark at the end of our lives.
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